I am empty, I am wrong, I am wrong!
Yesterday at 1:30pm i went fir a shave and ended up chopping all my locks off?? Every single one of them. And i feel wrong, it looks wrong. I even hiv problems looking inti the mirror.
I hiv been growing them since the summer of 1991, and noo i hiv none. I feel so empty and not myself it's rediculous? I know it's only hair, but it is a part of whom i am, part of my very being!
THEY'RE ALL GONE!
Oh and by the way, i hivni had that shave yet.
That fateful summer when i wis traveling aboot places here and there? When i decided ti first start ti grow my DreadLocks!
Now in the nearly summer of 09, i am getting closer an closer ti cutting them all off? But my heart isni in it? It would be like cutting off one of my own limbs(slightly less blood?)
They hiv seen so much history and the fucked up stories of my life? They were the ones ti give my a painfull neck when i washed them(never wash dreads too many times, it will just hurt!)
Two of my more superior dreads(3ft+) fell oot on my right side, so it is starting ti look a bit lop-sided!
FUCK FUCK FUCK I need ti do this an stop thinking aboot it an telling whomever reads this hump of crap? I think i'll go and bounce my heed off a wall somewherte untill my senses come back ti me?
COMMENTS
Sweetie, its just hair it does not make you who you are ,you will still be the same person with out matted and dirty hair
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ladySnowStrixx
01:37 May 30 2009
Sorry bout the locks hon, but it,ll be alright . did you cut them for a job or just because ? might as well go back for the shave now the hard parts over. sorry hon, but I bet you look nice even with out them.